Sometimes

sometimes being happy, just isnt enough
sometimes wishing for the best, may not be enough
sometimes hoping for the best, may never work out
sometimes its better not to be happy, wish or to hope

Wrong Way

Do you ever feel like you dont know what your doing? Where you are going in life? Where you are headed next? Who makes the decisions in your life? Who is there to tell you what is right and wrong?

In the end, its all up to you, you have to learn from your mistakes. You must first make your mistake and learn from them, but what happens when those mistakes you make are mistakes that you can never take back and will haunt you for the rest of your life. Who then, is there to tell you that everything will be okay?

There are signs in life that tells you where you are able to turn and where you are not allowed to turn, no left turns, no right turns, no u-turns, shame there arent any signs to tell me where im headed.

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Until next time,

A Friend of Peter

Friends

Friends are people who you can depend on, no matter what the situation is, you expect them to have your back. Whether if you feel down, happy or in need of help. Friends are there no matter what, to either give you a helping hand or a printer.

Nearly 5 hours with her and it only felt like 1. In a matter of 5 hours, i was able to do something that i would NEVER do again.... accounting. Though yet enjoyable, knowing that i was helping her, funny at the same time to see her stressed out. We were determined to finish everything off, even those things didn’t go 100% according to plan, there’s always the excuse of 'oh, I didn’t realise that it was set in June'.

It made me realise something about myself, I’m such a perfectionist. In this case, all it was was toying around with word document, but everything needed to be perfect and i mean everything. It was good to know that no matter we could be doing, either if its waiting for something to download or doing our readings, we are able to sit next to each other and not have to say a single word, yet knowing that in a way, were communicating.

I love our laughs and time together, knowing that in the future, the sound of our laughter will only get louder and louder and that we'll have so many memories that we would need a memory pot thingo like Dumbledore. Its hard to imagine my life without her now, 12 years.... 12 long years, but here we are now, even closer than before.

I love you Ngan.



Until next time,
A Friend of Peter

Time

Time doesn't stop for anyone.

If you are having the time for your life, with friends and loved ones, no one is there to pause time for you, pause the memories, nor pause the moments. No one is there for you to help you when you made a bad decision in life, you just have to get up and keep living life as it is, seeing that time will not turn back.

Be prepare, time will only continue, no matter how many times we wished that time could pause or rewind, we are indeed just kidding ourselves. All the love or pain and suffering will continue as they do now. Some times you wish you could forward time, to see what the future lies ahead, sometimes we dream of the future and what our life will become, who will be apart of it and who wont, we try to change our lives now in order for us to have the life we always dreamed of, but that never happens cus times a bitch.

Every move we make, it changes the future, every words said, it changes the future, every phone call or text message, it changes the future, every tear shed, it changes the future.

Until next time,

A Friend of Peter

I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

- A Fine Frenzy

Until next time,

A Friend of Peter

Choices

Every day we are faced with choices and not know what to choose, some choices are harder than others, but it comes down to two things that matter, what do you choose?

black or white
jeans or tights
tram or train
straightened or curled
japanese or korean
heels or flats
pillow or blanket
laptop or computer
pen or pencil
strawberry or banana
fish or meat
roses or orchids
love or hate
candles or light
right or wrong
me or them

How do you know your making the right one. Are you willing to take a chance on one and not the other?

Until next time,

A Friend of Peter

Lust or Love

You turn your head around only to see the most beautiful person you have ever met. You take one glance at them, and they have you gasping for air.... and I'm gona cut the bullcrap.

Don't you just hate it when you see people who have gone out for a day and have declared their love for one another. One day, that isnt even enough time to watch a season of Gossip Girl. Love is not a word that you can just throw around. If you say this to every person have made your heart flutter, how many 'i love you' would that be exactly?

How do you define between love and lust, wanting something just for the sake of it. Thinking that your madly in love with someone when in reality, you break up with them because your 'in love' with someone else. This to me is ludacris. Maybe there needs to be more lust in the world, that way, when a word like 'love' is said, its true and meaningful and hopefully only said to one person.

Love, four letter word, stabbing pain in the heart, a river of tears, making love.

Lust, four letter word, no pain involved, no tears shed, just plain good sex.

Until next time,

A Friend of Peter

One Step at a Time

Life is a journey, it’s one of the most longest trips that you would take. During this journey you may slip and fall, break down, laugh til you cry but no matter what you will always have your friends by your side, helping you through the good and bad.

I dedicate this blog to my closest friends who I have come to love. There have been so many ups and downs, fights and tantrums but we’re all here now, together... 18 years of my life, it’s been a hell of a ride. I have learnt so many things from everyone single one of you, either if it’s correcting my grammar or teaching me life meanings and for that I thank you.

This blog is sort of a way of letting my feelings out, as most you know or haven’t yet realised, I don’t talk about myself much. None of the “I’m so awesome” crap but about my problems and feelings. These blogs may help me reveal myself, but who knows.

I’m here for you guys, always ready to lend a helping hand, either to climb up to the top with you, or to come crashing down with you. But whatever it is, we’ll deal with it by taking one step at a time.

Until next time,

A Friend of Peter

Pressure

What is pressure, pressure from a water pump, peer pressure?

These past 2 months have been crazy, juggling work, uni, friends and personal matters. Slowly, i feel myself cracking under pressure. My week is always packed, yet i still find time to watch tv shows instead of doing my work. What do you do when you want to be relieve of this pressure, quit work? quit school? Things i know im going to regret later on, thats why i just have to hold on and more matter how hard things get, i just have to told on. Always knowing that there will always be drink ups to relieve me to from stress. As my fellow yoda said, im back in the game.... for now that is. Until i realise that i have work to catch up on, no time for other activities and before i know it, the routine of constant pressure kicks in again.

This isnt pressure, this is life and it sucks hardcore.

Until next time,
A Friend of Peter

The Beginning of Something new

Welcome to my very first blog, many of you will question this title, however there is a very good story behind this title and who knows, maybe one day, i shall share this story with you all. I'm not the type to express my feelings and that still won't change, this will be a chance for me to share my daily activities and thoughts with you. Some may be boring, however, if the air is filled with bitchiness and gossip, my blog will be the 2nd place that i shall blow off my steam or just bitch for fun.

Until next time,
A Friend of Peter